| Wow, its bee a long time since i updated this blog, really long time......... So why the hell am I writing this right now at a critical moment of Finals? Frankly, I just need a few minutes away from all the school works.... I have been working on this project for the last 50 hours, with barely 2 hours of sleep. Never have I felt so helpless in my life.... as I have been staring at the same php codes for the longest time, and not having the slightest clue of what is going on. I am not going to be all philosophical and try to make myself in thinking of this as another step closer to reality. It's been a whole semester now, and I have done my parts: Getting my shit done on time, staying up nights after nights trying to finish your everlasting assignments, doing completely meaningless projects after projects, and for the few days when i don have to pull all nighters, I get up at 8 in the morning to come to your class, and what have I learnt? Nothing! I have listened to you talking about your lame ass days in MIT, learnt that your 2 kids are nothing but unfortunately home-schooled fucks who are forced into liking chess camps, I hvae learnt that your favorite colors are purple, black, and blue, that your favorite sport teams are the Red Sox, Patriots, and the Celtics, and that your asian wife probably married you for a god damn citizenship! Oh, and lets not forget about the powerpoint slide shows you did for your unreasonable bias against Microsoft, classic. After all that, what have I learnt about programming? Nothing! and that is completely fine with me that you dont teach, but when I work my ass off for 40+hrs straight without even a nap of a meal trying to pick things up from scratch to get your mid-semester project done, I do not want to see you grading my hardwork with your auto-grader and give me a fuckin 10% on it. I hope you get stiked by lighting and then run over by a bus, you prick! This place is too depressing, I have really reached my limit, I need to get the hell out of this shitsburgh. Hong Kong is right around the corner, but time has seemed to stop, as if ................... as.... if ....... I need to stop before I do anything stupid.......... on the bright side, Hail to your new CMU HKSA PPPPPPPPPPREZ! Long Live President Ngan, I think that new title really does go well with NGAN! MUAHAHAHAHAHA prepare for the apocalypse! |
